him

he has been talking to me a lot recently. he texted me a bunch yesterday and even called me at around 4am last night to see if i made it home from work. and he hasn’t just been speaking to me, but he has been sounding like he actually likes and wants to talk to me. this morning he also called me like three times to wake me up for class when he didn’t even have to be up. this is weird. it’s making me happy, but this always happens right after we see each other. give it a week and he’ll be right back to ignoring me. it makes me cry because i know it won’t last and i know i’m just getting my hopes up for nothing.

p.s. he hasn’t talked to me about everything i said in orlando. he told me he would tell me everything he’s thought about but he hasn’t yet. i don’t want to remind him because i’m afraid he will get angry at me and then stop talking to me, but i just need to know. i want him back so badly. i miss him. i love him.

Posted on 27 September 2011